Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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11:19 PM
Oh man, i'm so freaaaking tired! but i can't go to sleep cause i still have to finish my history study guide thing, which is taking extremely long. Anyways, this week was okaay i guess, so up & down. Tuesday, we had a game with Valley Christian, and i think we did pretty good. We thought we were gonna lose super badly but it ended up being 25-17 for the first game and 25-23 for the second one, i think. It was really fun actually, trying to get our spirits up and stuff. At first i was so nervous! cause there were a whole bunch of people. Thanks for coming by the way! it was mostly from our class, and the cheering was awesome. :D made me laugh & feel more comfortable. Ahaha. Today was so.. i dont have a word to describe it. but it was something. I fell asleep during second period, and i felt kinda bad, but Dalley's a chill teacher. The rest of the day, i got so hyper! it was weird. i think i get more hyper the less sleep i have. lunch was funnn, i love hour lunches. & i love t.i.'s new song, whatever you like! SO GOOD. haha. volleyball, i was just so out of it. but it doesnt bug me as much anymore. aaah. there's this one girl thoughh, i get so frustrated with her. It's like. she thinks she's better than everyone else. I dunno, buuut she seems so nice at times & thenn she can be the biggest bitch ever. aaaaand then with my one friend, we're like completely driftinng. I used to be so close to her, and now it's like. awkward. You'd think she'd know that i felt weird, or that something's going on, but i dont think she even wants to try talking. Reminds me of my problem with my other friend. freaking, i'm so bad with friendships. i swear, i like mess everything up. but whatever, i got closer to other people i've never talked to before. I really like getting to know new people. Its like a new start, you know? cause they don't know anything about you & they can't judge you. I think thats what i need. but yeaaaah, other than that life's been stable lately. (: Thanks to the people who tried cheering me up. Love you guys.