Hi, i'm Claudine! Freshman at Whitney High School, reppin' the class of 2012. God, family, and friends mean the world to me. I love reading books, especially if they're interesting. I couldn't imagine life without music, it really is my therapy. Bonding makes my day & i appreciate people who go out of their comfort zone to act like their selves with no restraint.

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 ^ teeeehee, I'M SO LAME! x)

I CAN'T SLEEP. and its stupid because i have to wake
up early too for tomorrow cause there's PCN practice.
but  there's goood news too! i finally wrote my speech.
it was so weird, cause when i started to think about what
i was going to say on monday, i had like a little bit down,
and then the rest of the week i couldn't think of anything to
write, but then today the words were like, flowing and i
just kept typing, and it ended up being a kind of long speech.

OH OH OH, new taiwanese drama i'm watching! its
called Fated to Love You. I just got to watch the first
episode and part of the second one though, because
one episode is way too long and i'm already sleepy.
but i'm already hooked! its been too long since i've
watched one and this one is really good so far. (:

is it possible for a person to have different personalities when they're with other people without it being considered fake? isn't it really supposed to be like that? or is that just straight out fake? and how do you know which one is real? i've seriously been thinking about this today.

so i had a few interesting revelations today!

1) school's almost over and i realized that i don't even remember the things that happened this school year. that means i wasted an entire year of my life. what's the point if we don't do something memorable? i mean, aren't these the years we're supposed to be living to the fullest? so from now on, i'm gonna try try try!

2)  people aren't as scary as i thought.

3) i need major inspiration in my life.

4) i'm not so hot at completing my goals. =/

i seriously think i have imsonia now. is that what its called? because i have no idea how i can possibly still be up, especially since i'm so tired. this week's gone by kinda slow! but a part of me wants it that way because i'm scaredscaredscared for my sharing on sunday. i'm really not good with speaking in front of a lot of people. i mean, even speech for english was bad enough, but at least i knew who i was talking to, and at least there were only like 20 something kids.  i think i'm in desperate need of self-confidence. i can will do this.

great, i can say it. now all i have to do is believe in it.

Dear Readers,


WHAT HAPPENED TODAY WAS
TOP
SECRET
But since you're special enough to be reading LovelyClaudine's post, you can know. HEHEHEE. WINKWINK. (;

So today we, actually, Mary and Abi baked cookies while me and Claudine hid in the closet with Abi's tennis rackets, ready to kill them. But, being the horrible friends they are, they just ate all the cookies and didn't come up to look for us. -____- FAIL D: Welllllllllll, after that we made an AWESOME video where I killed Claudine, Abi killed me, and Mary killed Abi. :D Wonderful, yes? ;D

Then we all humped Mary and got high off of my new perfume. ;D hehe. LALALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAA(: BYEBYE. BY THE WAY. I'm tired.

Love,
Sarah

p.s. I don't like cookies, so while they ate those sickening sweet things, I ate a banana (;


whoevers reading this,

today - mary sarah and claudine came over to make cookies. buuut, being the ridiculous ppl that they are... claudine and sarah DIDNT EVEN help mary and i make the damn cookiesss >:[ ommmfg well THEY'RE gonna make great housewivess (=
thats okay, cuhs mary and i got revenge by eating the cookies before they came downstairs.
HAHHAH and they were crazy good!!!!!! whoops thats for poptarts.  (=
oh, and sarah ate a banana instead of cookies... SHE isnt gonna get any cavities, im so jealous :/
Anyways, then we delivered the cookies, and mary and i ditched sarah and claudine so they had to find their own way back to my house. jerrrrrrrks(=
but they ended up getting home before us. wtfffffff ...
then we made this retarded video where sarah kills claudine, and then i kill sarah, and then mary kills me. goshh someones gotta kill mary, dont u thinkk??
AND THE CREEPERS RAIDED MY WHITE BOARDD >:[[[ ommmggg...
okay im done. have funnn,
oh and, you all know that MY version is the right one... riiiiiiiiiight???
dont believe those other idiottttts (=

with lots of love,
THE ONE AND ONLY,
THE BEAUTIFUL,
SMART,
AND CHARMING,
abi.
 - and we all know thats true. (=



dear no one;

todayy, we baked some cookies :D
then, we took pictures of people raping me. D: SNIFFFFFFF.
well anywayyss, i have nothing to write, so im gonna say
ILOVECLAUDINE! :DDD hehehehehhe.
 -mary
p.s. I HATE getting raped. :/ AND AND AND I'M CUTE :] -_________________________________-


Notice how this is Claudine's blog, but she isn't in it. AWESOME. (; AHAHA Jaykay. WE
LOVE YOU CUTIE (=

Make sure to watch our video on facebook.

Fair warning, it's quite violent. <3 You

know you like it. (;

SO. spring break, and i've been so lazy to update lately. but here goes,

FRIDAY:
- woke up early to do stations of the cross. felt so much holier after! (=
- went to kairos sleepover at ate abbie's. so we watched passion of the christ, right? and it was seriously the saddest movie i've ever watched, i think. like, me and pristine were crying so hard, that after the movie everyone said that the couch was shaking like crazy. i dont know, it was like combination of sad and pissy though cause the STUPID people were SO stupid stupid stupid and cruel and violent and. fdjsafhlksjd. i just got mad. but then the whole thing overall was just fun cause we got to bond even more. i didnt even think it was possible, but yeah (= we pigged out and ate everything fattening, took a whole mess of pictures, and talked to the kairos brothers over the phone for like, 5 hours till 6 in the morning :O its cause we had this contest of whoever fell asleep first, and now we get free movie tickets and we get to dye/cut their hair! mwahahaha. FUN! >:D

SATURDAY:
- ate brunch @ norms. it was aright, not the best place ever, but the food was pretty decent.
- got home and slept slept slept.
- ate dinner in buca di beppo's with cousins visiting from the Philippines. now that was good foood.

SUNDAY:
- HAPPY EASTEEEEER! (=
- went over to the agulto's house. broke the easter egg hunting tradition. =/
- me & liz finally ate rice after 46 days. it wasn't that amazing. like, when i first started i thought there was no way i would survive without rice, but now its weird eating it, you know? watch though, i'll read over this in the future and think myself crazy for even saying those words. ahahah.
- watched x cross with leanne & ate liezl. it's this japanese movie i think that's meant to be scary but it was really funny? i'm not sure what they wanted it to be, but it was pretty good.
- watched prom night with everyone! it was pretty freakin' scary! or maybe it wasn't, but i'm not a big fan of scary movies, and i think movies that aren't scary ARE scary, so my opinion's kinda inaccurate. the teacher in that movie was SUCH A CREEPER! and i felt bad for the girl =/ but it was so funny cause everytime i screamed, everyone else would scream. and you know how scary movies, they make it seem like something bad is gonna happen with the sound effects or something, but it turns out to be nothing? well there were a lot of like moments like that and i happened to scream a lot, which set off like a reaction chain and at the end, they got mad cause i kept making them scream. ahahah x)

TODAY:
- bored bored bored.
- used the computer and texted basically the whole day.
- missed first ID practice because parents wouldn't let us out till we cleaned the house and everyone was too lazy.
- watched sisterhood of traveling pants 2 with sisters! that movie is so cuute. and it helps that all the guys were hot. haha. just kidding! kind of.


and that's it so far! i hope i get to do more though, i dont wanna just sit around all weeek and eat and be all unproductive and shit.

so lately, i've been feeling kind of distant from everyone. but its really weird cause i'm not actually acting all depressed and emo about it. yeah i know, weird huh? i just dont think it matters as much anymore. which is a good thing! (=

1O MORE HOURS & IT'S OFFICIALLY

my sleeping times are so messed up right now.
i took a 6 hour nap, i'm still sleepy though.
but i have homework. I LOVE SLEEP! :D

i'm glad history's over with. one down, one to go.
can't wait till SPRING BREAK!  yeeeee'

history project = only 30 minutes of sleep.

joy.

CLAUDiNE'S WEEKEND AFTER COMPS:

 FRIDAY AFTER COMPS (:
- RODE THE COW! with my oh so cool cow buddy. and then we went to the mall and watched the knowing. pretty good stuff, i guess, i think the ending totally ruined it though. but love was in the air-- everywhere. so that made up for it >:)
- worked on the video with chardu. accents + powder = losing mucho calories from laughing x)

TODAY:
- Chardu came over at like, 9 in the morning and we worked on our project till 11 ish? we better get a freaking A on it, with all the time we've spent working on it. --x
- Watched Death Race with ashy and ate pia. twas pretty good. there were kinda a lot of gory parts though, and it was kinda predictable. i think my expectations of movies got higher! cause normally i would think they were really good, but now i just think they're whatever. but its weird, cause when people say they dont like it, i end up really liking it, and when people go "OMG ITS SO FREAKING GOOD." i end up not liking it, cause they make my expectations higher, and yeah.
- Lord's Day with Kairos & Singles! it was really fun (: i actually got up to share! :O yeah i know, i'm still shocked till now. and it wasn't so bad! COH really brings out my better side. it hit me hard, that there are so many small things bothering me and distracting me and bringing me away from what really does matter. SO, my goals are: 1) no more worrying about being left out and being the third wheel, because honestly, its getting kind of tiring. 2) no more caring about what other people who DONT EVEN KNOW ME say about what i do or what i say. 3) no more complaining about things that i have no control over. 4) no more getting distracted by facebook/myspace/aim. 5) more time for God, prayer, family, friends, and me. normally i wouldn't put the "me" in there cause it sounds kinda selfish, BUT I'M NOT GONNA CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY ANYMORE, REMEMBER? >:D so you know what, i'm even gonna put it in bold. mwahahaha, yes,  i know i'm weird. x)

and now, more coffee drinking and staying up late to finish individual history paper! (:

OH & I FINALLY GOT PLUGS YESTERDAY! WHEEE! =)

MY SISTER JUST TOLD ME THAT WHILE SHE WAS TRYING
TO WAKE ME UP AWHILE AGO, I WAS JUST SAYING:
"WHO CARES ABOUT GRADES? EFF GRADES!WE'RE ALL
GOING TO DIE ANYWAYS." WHY DO I ONLY FEEL THIS
WAY WHEN IM SLEEPING?! BECAUSE I WISH I DIDNT CARE
ABOUT STUPID COMPS. & THEY SAID I SAID ALL THESE
WEIRD STUFF, LIKE, "I'M SORRY, I'M DISORIENTED RIGHT
NOW."  AND I GUESS THEY STARTED LAUGHING CAUSE
APPARENTLY, THE NEXT THING I SAID WAS, "WHY ARE YOU
GUYS LAUGHING AT ME? I'M NOT EVEN DRUNK YET." AND I
DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE THE LAST PART CAME FROM.

HAHAHAHHAHA. I SAY THE WEIRDEST THINGS WHEN I'M
ASLEEP. I WONDER WHAT KIND OF DRUNK I'M GONNA BE.
CAUSE YOU KNOW HOW THERE'S LIKE EMO DRUNKS, AND
FUN DRUNKS, AND CRAZY DRUNKS? I HOPE I'M NOT THE
EMO KIND! DANG, SORRY THIS POST IS SO RANDOM.

DUUUUUUUUUDE. I'M FREAKING HYPER! CAN YOU TELL?!?!?!
9 MORE HOURS TILL ITS ALL OVER! KNOWING?! PLUGS?!?!?!
HELL FREAKING YEAHH. okay, gonna study my ass off for lee now. --x

if there are any draculas out there reading this, i'm so so so sorry!
man, this sucks. i'm never doing april fools day again --x

so this week was bound to suck from the beginning since its comps.
but now it just got even worse. i HATE drama. and i especially hate
it when i have it with people that i dont even know, more or less
people who don't know who the hell i really am.

i think i'm being tested.. i mean i just got back from retreat, and here
i am again, complaining about everything. so, no more! .. i hope.
i miss michigan so dang much. i think i was a better person there.

4 more to go. bet ya  i'm gonna fall asleep again and freak out in the
morning and try to pointlessly and stressfully cram useless information
in my head that will probably be gone the minute i start thinking about
something else. can't wait till the weekend! oh wait.. PROJECTS are
due next week. sighh.. high school sucks.


Today, my boyfriend brought me breakfast in bed, told me all the things he loved about me, got down on one knee, and pulled out the little blue box I had been hoping for, for so long. He opened the box and here was a note inside that said, "April Fools!" FML

l
l---> pretty sad, huh. did you guys hear about the fire in csulb that they thought was a prank but it wasnt? or something like that? :O