Thursday, April 23, 2009
be my inspiration ♥
2:31 AM
is it possible for a person to have different personalities when they're with other people without it being considered fake? isn't it really supposed to be like that? or is that just straight out fake? and how do you know which one is real? i've seriously been thinking about this today.
so i had a few interesting revelations today!
1) school's almost over and i realized that i don't even remember the things that happened this school year. that means i wasted an entire year of my life. what's the point if we don't do something memorable? i mean, aren't these the years we're supposed to be living to the fullest? so from now on, i'm gonna try try try!
2) people aren't as scary as i thought.
3) i need major inspiration in my life.
4) i'm not so hot at completing my goals. =/
i seriously think i have imsonia now. is that what its called? because i have no idea how i can possibly still be up, especially since i'm so tired. this week's gone by kinda slow! but a part of me wants it that way because i'm scaredscaredscared for my sharing on sunday. i'm really not good with speaking in front of a lot of people. i mean, even speech for english was bad enough, but at least i knew who i was talking to, and at least there were only like 20 something kids. i think i'm in desperate need of self-confidence. i
can will do this.
great, i can say it. now all i have to do is believe in it.