Monday, September 21, 2009
you make me wanna la la ♥
1:29 AM
SO. first week of school is over and it feels like we're already done with the first quarter. but putting away all the stress, the pressure, the homework, & everything else in between, i can actually say that i'm happy with sophomore year! (: yeah i know, weird huh? i also like the fact that almost every group sits at the sophomore tree. or its just not one clique. cause then it'd be easier to talk to everyone. you know, i'm more talkative this year. or i open up myself more to other people. and i used to think it would be pointless cause the stuff we would be talking about wouldn't REALLY matter. but its not like that at all.. its so interesting to talk to different people than you're used to because you're shown a totally different side that you didn't know existed because you're so protected and secluded and limited. and it just feels nice for a change. as far as academics goes, i'm really really really going to try my best.
HELLO DANCE IN A COUPLE OF DAYS! i'm soo excited. but i don't wanna be too excited cause you guys know when you get really excited for something and you expect so much and then the day comes and the thing isn't as great as you expected it to be because you set really high expectations and even though its pretty good, it doesnt seem as good to you because you're expecting something on a totally different level? yeah, even i don't understand what i just said ahahah.
i am so freaking tired. but you know what feels so good?! when i get so sleep deprived over the week and then friday comes and i can finally catch up on it. like this weekend, i got home on friday at like, late 6 ish & woke up the next day at about 9 ish? & damn, but it feels so refreshing.
OH OH OH. i started watching vampire diaries! IT IS SO GOOOD! the guy can be hot but then not at times, but pretty much all the guys are cute! & the whole story is just cute. especially the last part in the 2nd episode?! when they were both watching the comet?! $#Q&(*$&*(^%&$W*@ !! ahhhhhh! geeze, i'm such a sucker for vampire romances now ahaha. but foreal, if you haven't seen it, you're missing out!
POSTSECRET: I FEEL SO USED BY YOU.
yes, i'm talking about you.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
realizations ♥
1:16 AM
so, school's okay. it's been so tiring already though, and it's only been 2 days. i have no idea how i'm gonna cope for a whole year, but i'm pretty sure it'll be worth it in the end. my sister has a first period this year though, which means i'll be going to whitney at like, 6:45 ish? i don't know anyone else who's not in band or a first period class who goes there that early. but if you're one of those people, maybe you can entertain me! (=
there was a prayer meeting for my coh kairos group tonight. it was so fun. i've forgotten what it feels like to hang out with them. we went to gupppy's after. their shaved ice is damn goood. sorta kinda really expensive though.
i signed up for lip sync! first time, hope it'll be fun. i don't even know if i'll get anything done now with volleyball and additional practices for that. but whatever, it'll work out. ahaha, i'm so much more optimistic now.
we have a scrimmmage tomorrow! i'm kinda excited now, kinda scared of messing up though. goood luck to everyonee! (=
POST SECRET: i haven't had a real meaningful conversation with someone for a while now. i think part of the reason i don't wanna try so hard to make new friends anymore is because i dont wanna bull shit around anymore. i want that straight forward real kinda relationship thing going on.