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Hi, i'm Claudine! Freshman at Whitney High School, reppin' the class of 2012. God, family, and friends mean the world to me. I love reading books, especially if they're interesting. I couldn't imagine life without music, it really is my therapy. Bonding makes my day & i appreciate people who go out of their comfort zone to act like their selves with no restraint.

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
♥ 11:58 PM

i'm hoping that not that many people read this anymore. or actually it doesn't really matter anymore. it felt really weird to rant or post or whatever on tumblr. but for some reason, i feel like i can say anything on here. life has actually been pretty good for one part. i love talking to new people that make me feel like i can be whoever and act however. i feel more like myself and it makes school so much more tolerable. junior year isn't that bad as people say actually. i say that now hahah. but honestly, i'm fine with all my classes. I REALLY FEEL SO CRAZY IN DALLEY'S CLASS. hahahah or like he says SO many things that always always always relates to what i feel or my views and it's just so mind blowing. i think cause it's the first time i'm hearing someone say what i'm thinking out loud. i honestly wished that i could be who i want to be without being scared of being judged. that's so cliche and i'm sure a lot of people are thinking that but wouldn't that be pretty amazing? it would me so liberating, i think. isn't it SO awkward when you just KNOW that a person is judging you? like really, how are you supposed to react to that? hahah but i really will try harder to just be more honest about what i think and how i feel. i just hate burying everything inside and waiting for it to explode. it's like a disaster waiting to happen.

but also, at the same time, i'm hurting. it's just so hard when you let someone in and something happens that makes you lose your composure, or you're so aware of the smallest things and it affects you somehow. i really need to be stronger.

- THIS WEEK HAS BEEN SO CRAZY WITH YOU GUYS. i know it JUST started but i love who i am when i'm with you guys. i feel happier, lighter. i don't have to watch what i say and what i do around you  as much as i usually do.

- you deserve so much more. i get sad whenever you're hurt or mad or whatever because i don't want you to feel that way. you are such an amazing person even if you don't think so and i hate being responsible for making you feel less happy than you normally are. i don't want to add on to your problems and i want you to be the happiest you can be. i'm so sorry if i made you think otherwise.

- i miss you even if we talk everyday. you're the best and i know you're going through a hard time right now but i KNOW  you're strong enough to get through this. i love you bebehgirll : )


Junior year didn't seem like it would be a good one, but it's starting to prove me wrong. I really need to get my act together though and stop procrastinating. HELLO DANCE IN THREE DAYS I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A BOMB ASS TIME!