Hi, i'm Claudine! Freshman at Whitney High School, reppin' the class of 2012. God, family, and friends mean the world to me. I love reading books, especially if they're interesting. I couldn't imagine life without music, it really is my therapy. Bonding makes my day & i appreciate people who go out of their comfort zone to act like their selves with no restraint.

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Do you ever just feel like you have so many thoughts in your head, but when you try to say them out loud, you completely lose your thought process? I really don’t know where I’m going with this but here it goes.


I know that people are meant to be in your life for a certain time period, maybe to just teach you a lesson, maybe to stay with you through that one experience, or maybe to stay there forever. But does that somehow limit the possible depth and intensity you may have with someone if you had the chance? I mean take it with family, no matter how angry you get with each other and no matter how much you hurt each other, you’re still always there for each other. That connection you have to them, is it because you feel like you have to because you’re “family”? But what if that family member isn’t even good for you, what if they’re just hindering you from growing? We still somehow feel the responsibility of staying, right? I guess what I’m trying to say is that I somewhat wish that I wouldn’t limit that feeling of connection and responsibility to just my family. Sometimes I wish that i wouldn’t completely lose my relationships with people, especially if they played such a big part in my life. Why do things even get awkward? Why do we stop trying? I know that the whole, incompatibility thing plays a big part and that they might not be on the same level as you anymore and that’s why things don’t work out, but isn’t that also the case for family? Rarely is there ever a family who has everyone on the same level. But isn’t that just a label too? Family? Why should it be different with everyone else? Labels make everything SO much more complicated. There’s just so many things that I was born into. So many things that I’m told that that’s just how it is and I NEVER QUESTIONED IT. But now, I just wanna forget everything that I’ve been told is fact. Because really, WHO KNOWS? Who knows what’s right or what’s wrong or how things should or should not be like? I want to experience everything for myself and set MY own beliefs.