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Hi, i'm Claudine! Freshman at Whitney High School, reppin' the class of 2012. God, family, and friends mean the world to me. I love reading books, especially if they're interesting. I couldn't imagine life without music, it really is my therapy. Bonding makes my day & i appreciate people who go out of their comfort zone to act like their selves with no restraint.

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Monday, March 14, 2011
♥ 7:10 PM

i am the most selfish and complicated person i know.

that being said, i guess i have to start working on accepting it! it seems like i find more things i dislike about myself everyday -_- why am i never content =/ sighh life is seriously such a mystery. especially when it comes to your relationships with others. i wish we didn't have those "i miss you" conversations and not do anything about it. it's kind of sad how much a relationship can change.. i mean it makes me wonder, do we ever really know anyone? on a bright note, i'm more certain about what i want to be in the future! i seriously hope i don't become one of those people who just make plans but are too scared to do it or say that there's not enough time because that is just bullshit. we have all the time in the world to do anything we wanna do and be anyone we wanna be. we always just end up scaring ourselves out of it. or at least that's true for my case. i'm finding more outlets which is good.. but sometimes it's hard not to depend on people too. but then there's always something that goes wrong. ughh balance is seriously so hard ): i think i've complained about that in like, my last 5 posts lol. i'm so easily let down. i keep giving myself to everything and everyone. it's like a disaster waiting to happen. when did i change so much? when did i settle into becoming the person i am now? i'm not sure i like it. actually, i'm pretty sure i don't. it's not that i think i'm a bad person, i just lack the self confidence because of the indirect constant put downs. a lot of them encouraged by me -_- I AM SUCH A CONTRADICTION, holy. this is a really random rant.. but just my train of thought for the past few days.