Monday, February 9, 2009
just a little bit caught in the middle ♥
1:12 AM
Dear Sarah,
PLEASE STOP APOLOGIZING. its okay, i promise its not your fault.
i dont know, maybe if i was in your position, i would have done
the same thing? i understand about how you reacted though. but
i'm sorry too :( i should've picked up right away & listened and
stuff. i freaked. & i really thought you were sleeping though cause
you had to be tired from mexico.
-___- you really wanna continue the plan still, huh. fine. i'll
do it just for you cause you're so special ;D but YOU have to be
the one to ask him this time. & in advance so he can cancel any
future appointments. he'll say yes just cause its you. HAHA.
i'm sorry i got you in trouble! you know i had to listen to that
message twice because you sounded really sad & i thought someone
was hurting you :O i'm sorry i got your phone taken away right
when you got it back! i think getting other people's phones taken
away is something i've been getting good at. and thats not a good
thing. -___-
& don't believe any mean comments your dad makes about you! because
you are seriously, freakinnn amazing like no other. IM DEAD FREAKING
SERIOUS. okay? and whoever puts you down ima seriously kick their
butts. except for maybe your parents. cause. yeah..
and you're nowhere NEAR being mean, ugly, weird, and selfish!
maybe violent, but you know, that can be a good thing. like getting
that dollar from melon! haha, i'm just kidding. x)
i'm sorry i made you ______! if it makes you feel any better, i did too.
i seriously think i will have no eyes when you see me on tuesday. i
really missed you even if that weird ugly thing lasted for just a day. :(
i love you muchos, sarah zhang! & i never ever wanna do that weird ugly
thing with you again. <3
p.s did you see my post title ;D
This three day weekend was seriously wasted on me.
and i still have so much crap to do. i hate school.