Thursday, May 28, 2009
getting back up ♥
4:45 PM
These past few days have been like a rollercoaster ride. & yeah, there were times when i felt like rock bottom but good thing i have you guys! because honestly, your words and advice and support, and just your presence makes me feel so much better. and yeah, i really do love our little blog family. sometimes i get too lazy to post stuff, but i always always always read what you guys write and i know you guys do the same, and it's just really comforting how we're all here for each other, like michelle said.
yes, i fucked up. yes, i deserved it. yes, i learned from it. yes, i'm getting back up. for a minute there i lost my inspirational "live these last few days up". but as i go through i realized that its so much easier to go through your day happy. because being down doesn't help one bit and i dont know about you guys but my mood is like, easily influenced by those around me. so i guess what im saying is, even when crappy things are happening in my life, if i try to be happy and normal and smiley and talk to people, things get better, and suddenly it doesn't really seem like its the end of the world anymore.
so thank you, for being there for me when everything seemed so hopeless. we've been through a lot of shitty crap, but i know this friendship's gonna last. i've got you, and you've got me through whatever, whenever. <3