Tuesday, May 26, 2009
life's a climb ♥
7:30 PM
i don't know if i can do this anymore.
i don't know how much more i can take.
i don't know why i'm still thinking about this.
this phase should be over and done with.
but its just so easy to see it and so hard to end it.
but i really don't think this is healthy for me
anymore. so i'm gonna be strong and i'm gonna
do this for me. and this time, i
really mean it.
*edit: so i just finished reading marissa's post. entitled the glass is half full, and i'm not even exagerrating, her words really hit me. hard. and i'm so inspired to just let go of everything that's bothering me now and to just ENJOY life. instead of being so happy that school ends in 16 days, i should be trying to spend time with the people i care about the most, because time goes by fast and it can be over just like that. i should take risks and appreciate the beauty in life. life isn't all about boys. its not all about attention, the drama, school, and its most definitely not all about me. life is about the moments you have, whether they're good or bad, and you know what, its not always going to be easy but i know i have people who are always going to be there, and for me, that's all that matteres. so thank you, for keeping me going. thank you for motivating me, for encouraging me, and for putting up for all my whiny moments. thank you for not giving up on me especially when you had every reason to. you know who you guys are. <3